February 1, 2017 – Tracking Me

For you ladies out in the crowd, you know those mood swing things that  you get around your period? Make them change faster, to like a super annoying pace that  you can’t even understand. Especially when you’re really sure that the ideas flying through your head aren’t really yours. Because they aren’t, and you are having the pleasure of experiencing their emotion and the emotions of six others in your brain plus a few here and there.

Yahhhhhhhhh, that’s about how today feels. It’s an “up” day though not quite as productive as yesterday. Today was more a long cycle switches with emotions flying all the bat hell over the place. which was obnoxious as shit. Luckily I think I can blame the Abrieva, day two, we’ll pretend that maybe it’s throwing my brain a bit out of whack and I’m not all the way settled in yet. Which I am claiming to be the truth.

Heh, had a friend comment on my memory and attention flighty span of a sparrow mixed with a goldfish and possibly a ferret or mongoose *which is to say the same thing of a weasel… but either way.* and just as that tangent that just happened there are many times as I will be sitting her writing that if I am not careful and remain in control of the Mech suit I’m trying to drive around someone else will pop forward and it could be minutes or hours before I get back out here to complete what I am doing.

Which… Is another reason for us to do more ride along mech style driving as we can both then carry the memories and if it at least switches to who we are partnered up with then it would have a better chance of going back to the original task….Sometimes….If we’re lucky.

((TIME 1941))
–Current Mood (Public Facing): Bright, a bit mischievous
–Current Real Mood: Neutral bright, Introspective on self in relation to the world.
–Worst Area: Time jumps, Mood Swings from switches
–Loss of Time: Longer loops of time, more stable switches. Riva and Asher stayed forward for a productive day.
–Sleep: slept mostly well with some odd dreams but overall not bad.
–The 7:
Syl – Can I have a pink unicorn for Valentines Day? (asked softly)
Spitfyre – SNORES *asleep today*
Carbon – We got a girls number today! That’s pretty cool ^.^ I wonder if she’ll text back >.>
Asher – Blog writing. Contemplating the extent people will try to go to to paint you as the bad guy when they see you make a move and they ask not to understand but immediately try to chastise.
Riven – Dealt with
-car registration
-getting the debit card at the bank
-eating lunch with a friend
Sylvia – Sticking mostly in the secondary mode. Riven presiding mostly.
-Meds: Oxcarbazepine (300mg morning and night), Abrieva (2.5mg) in the morning.


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